AHH LORD!
its just the first day of evaxing and the results are like that alr. hah.
morning was .. :X :x :X :X :X :X :X ahhhh.
AHH LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its the first day only.. and the results are liddat alr. haha. pingpongpiang!
was quite discouraged actually.
its been quite some time since i evax like that in school; and the first time im leading a pioneering team.
hah. words cannot describe my feelings now. lol.

then again, precisely because its just the first day, i must stand firm in God!!
its not easy.. and i feel a spiritual warfare taking place already..
i seriously feel a spiritual warfare taking place. lol.

then again, im encouraged by my dino sheeeeeeeeep. haha. she gave me a card and a gift. thanks alot! and one of the things that encouraged me was when she wrote:
" i still need you to lead me."
haha thanks! thanks! im very encouraged by your spirit as well. how you approach contacts immediately without hesitating. i believe you prepared well. keep it up! love your spirit. God sees your work yeah!(:


as a leader,im set thinking about my own spirit. i fear alot of things. i fear persecution, i fear rejection, i fear; countless of things. but Lord.. help me to commit all these unto you. for your name sake, i lay down my life before you. i want to experience you so much more.
speak your words of encouragement, lord, im trusting you.

gosh, i feel spiritual warfare already. ahh~ but im holding on. (:
im not in this alone.. not in this alone. (: